Interview with Paul Mullins

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Paul Mullins is an artist living in San Francisco, CA. He grew up in the rural town of Hurricane, West Virginia. He received his Bachelors Degree in Fine Art from Marshall University in Huntington, West Virginia and his Masters Degree in Fine Art from Ohio University.

R. When you were in college, did you have any idea that you would eventually become a teacher?

P. Yes, but I would say that it was more generalized sort of art ambitions when I was in college. I think it was junior year when I began to think about what I might do. And the only thing that was, really, what do you do with that degree? Getting the idea that I was going to grad school somewhere. But I think I was primarily seeking a way out, because I knew that the situation I was in, going to that school was temporary, and so I went to the library and got a reference book of graduate and professional programs because that’s what you did back then before the internet. You sent postcards and then they would send you promotional materials and applications. I did that for like, a radius of a few hours from there. Places in Ohio, Kentucky, Pennsylvania, not that many of them, actually. I went to Ohio University for graduate school because that’s where I was accepted with a scholarship and a teaching assistantship, which is what I was looking for. I never took out any loans.

R. When you started creating your work, what was your subject matter?

P. The same as it is now without any sort of understanding of what I was doing at all. Well, let me clarify, because I have actually, consciously in recent years, I’ve been trying to reinsert myself, it’s almost a sort of make-believe because you are who you are and I don’t mean that I’ve tried to pretend I’m 19 again but I do try to reconnect to the original experience of when I first started making art. Sometimes I’ll listen to the same music that I was listening to when I was painting in West Virginia and then Huntington and things like that because there’s an incredible impulse, an excitement that comes with it. A few years ago, it became really important to connect to that beginners spirit, because that seemed to be the thing-that if you get this experience, if you refine your technical abilities, if you look at a lot of the contemporary art, if you wrestle with problems, all the stuff that goes into it, what if I take all of that now and the benefits of it, but then also create something?; you get that feeling of exciting yourself like you do when you’re a beginner. It’s kind of funny because when you’re naïve, things are super exciting but you’re actually making terrible results. You trade off a lot of that excitement for experience. To get good at something is to reduce that naivety. So, rather than constantly talking myself out of doing something or being frustrated, I found an answer a few years ago in the studio by reconnecting to that place I was in as a beginner. I would always think that whatever I had done, I would really like it if someone else did it, but since I did it, I didn’t like it. But I would like it if I were in my first year or two of making things.

R. Do you feel like when you tried to reconnect with that beginner’s spirit with the knowledge and experience that you have now, do you think it was easier for you to create what you wanted?

P. It could be making the studio fun. But I don’t think it’s that simple, I do think it does make it easier. I think it’s to please ones self. I’m not talking about reducing any of your critical thinking – keeping everything that you built up. But just imagining: What if you had that when this was all brand spanking new?

R. Is it like putting yourself as a kid?

P. I’m talking more late adolescence early adulthood and being free from all the stuff that came in your thirties and forties and being in a place where there’s so much ahead of you and just imagining what you might do. But you can’t have all of that; it doesn’t work that way. But making the art a place where it could. I say the same things; I’ve reflected my interests and I reflected who I was and it was really simple. I’ve had ideas with drawings and paintings and I changed up imagery but they’re all coming from the same thing, which is rural American kid and that particular place. So the popular culture references were all circa late 80s sort of stuff that intrigued a guy like me and so I literally started painting some of the same iconography. Hands and tongues, stuff like that and seeing how they come out now as opposed to early one, when I hadn’t even been doing it for a year. In a lot of ways it’s like you can make the thing you wanted to make when you started… so make it.

R. How do you feel your approach is now when you’re approaching the same subject matter?

P. It’s informed; it’s smarter. One of the biggest things everyone would see is a change in the handling of the material and just becoming more facile and understanding color. There was none of my appreciation for abstraction in the things I made first. I had no idea; it was more sort of comic. I can now sort of, eh, I still work representationally but there’s an acknowledgement of all that abstraction that I look at. I think I wanted to be an abstract painter at some point when I first started. I probably wouldn’t have told you that before. I had to make a decision to start working in a totally different way or make it really straight forward and direct, the way I used to run into the studio when I was a kid and paint a god awful horrible thing and be incredibly enthusiastic about it because I was having trouble getting that enthusiastic about it. And that was a big part of what was missing, it wasn’t just refining technique, it was acknowledging abstraction and getting it in there somehow. That can be how the page is set up, marks that don’t contribute to describing anything, things happening on a flat surface, it can be any number of things that have to do with important art. Just as the imagery I use is not important. It’s junk. It’s taken from magazines, rock and roll and wrestling, country people and so on; vulgar populist stuff.

R. Where do you find inspiration?

P. Memory. And I look at the world more than I ever did, every year. And that just… you got this massive sort of bombardment of how much I think about the world. But you know, I can keep representation but I can’t make political art. Other then the fact that I’m referring to a certain social class or a geographic region or things like that but I can’t directly talk about what’s the matter. But I don’t want to just pure  emote either. I think when I was younger I was taking this kind of expressionist angle and I was making graphic representations and thinking I was doing something that was emotional but really I was just feeling emotional while I was painting pictures. I would have worked in a different way if I understood how to really emote through materials instead of images. When you’re young you just imitate things you’re enamored of, which I might still be doing.

R. How do you get over feeling a creative block? Do you feel like you have experienced a lot of creative blocks?

P. Yeah, like all of my thirties. I’m serious. I moved here and I took this job and I made work. I changed my imagery after moving out to San Francisco but I was frustrated for a decade. I was not feeling grounded because you’re looking for a breakthrough. You have the painter’s equivalence of a writer’s block. I was looking for a breakthrough. I hadn’t had a breakthrough for a long time. It came through acting like my young self but allowing myself to employ the tools that I have gotten since. It also came through a method of drawing, painting with colored pencils and making those cutout things that you have seen. That sort of opened something up. I definitely know block. I’ve known more block than not. But there are techniques when someone is having those kinds of troubles that, as a teacher, you tell people to make a lot of things small, don’t spend a lot of time on one thing, get yourself something modest going and work things out that way. Thinking is making, which I wasn’t following in my thirties and some of that might have been trying to prepare for galleries and feeling that it had to be really good. Thinking that large scale was necessary when maybe it wasn’t or being interested in tackling the most difficult problematic things, or time, things that needed a lot more time than I had. Patience has probably been my single biggest, impulsiveness and patience. Lots of things small is the one thing that I tell someone when they are stuck. There are others, different people have different techniques. I have heard great things from other teachers; “Don’t worry about liking it. Make something that you don’t understand” …because you have to do what you want to do. If you’re not hot to get to the studio and get to work, or at least feel that once you do get to the studio and then you will feel that way. If it’s not one of those two, then you need a breakthrough.

R. When do you feel the most creative?

P. Now this is one I should keep to myself but since you’re graduating: when I’m in my classroom, my desire to go work on art is greatest. There’s something that is going on, ideas come to me or the urge to work with materials will be when I’m teaching. And of course I can’t just leave and go do it. I have to wait. But I feel urges to “make” the most and that probably has a lot to do with my history with college or something in the past where you were supposed to be working on something but you were doing that instead. There were probably experiences of working on drawings when I should have been doing something else. And it really etched into my brain. When I’m in that environment I feel great envy for the students and the situation that they are in and it makes me want to work.

R. How often do you draw?

P. Well, I used to say 90s, it was in print that “Paul Mullins draws everyday and paints when he finds time.” Like, that was in print somewhere and that was kind of the truth. I switched that around in recent years. I think I had stopped drawing regularly, like everyday anyway and I would try to paint and get frustrated. But I think one thing that helped my paintings was to stop drawing. There was a period were I just painted and I had to sort of forbid myself because I could have these years with a whole bunch of drawings and that was good but I couldn’t get these paintings to work. I had to sort of forbid myself to do this for a while; this little thing that happened really quickly and seemed to work, I denied myself that. Later after only painting for a few years, then I found a way to make a painting out of drawings because the drawings were like little paintings made with dry media. They were in color and I was putting them together to make a painting. I don’t draw that much nowadays. I have drawn so much its absurd; it’s not even funny, it’s ridiculous how much of that I have done. I realized I do not think about how much drawing and painting I have actually done. Then it will strike me when I think about how many brushes I’ve bought and how many canvases I’ve bought. I have so much in storage. I drew all the time in my teens and twenties; I drew all the time. I needed to learn how to paint. I was a college professor teaching painting and people were giving me praise for certain paintings that I had done but I was not painting up to my own satisfaction at that time. So I stopped drawing for a while.

R. Before you went to college, was there anything else that you liked to draw, like in your teenage years?

P. Oh yeah, that’s what I mean. You don’t think about this at the time. You know how I always joke in class about how I used to draw Mr. T? Later when you’re thinking consciously you realize “oh my god, I was attracted to such imagery” …so I would draw this sort of hyper masculine figure that was in the media. That’s what Mr. T was, he was sort of all about muscles and had a Mohawk. That’s typical where teenage boys are drawing boy stuff maybe, at least then and there. Finding a kid drawing Mr. T. That was probably going on in bedrooms all over the country; representations of the male animal, representations of ideas of an ideal. I was really into rock stars after that, which again is what teenagers do. I drew all these music people because that’s what I was really interested in. Nothing in my immediate life was – I went from toys to really liking bands and i would draw people from that. I didn’t have a lot of stuff. I didn’t have a lot of things in my room. I didn’t have a lot of possessions. There was an old desk in my room with paint peeling off of it and there was this crappy chair. There were a lot of magazines and papers and stuff in my room. There wasn’t a guitar or a camera or anything like that lying around. It was out of reach. I probably wasn’t going to get any of that stuff. There wasn’t anything worth more than $50. A black and white TV and lots of doodads in there, cups with pencils, in there. Once I moved on from my Star Wars figures or little Dungeons and Dragons things or something like that that i could get periodically. I mostly spent all my time with magazines. I would look over and over and over at these magazines that had Billy Idol or Duran Duran or something like that, or the Smiths. They were sort of half-cool. Some of what was in there was cool and some of it was ridiculous 80’s pop. There was an attraction to interesting music, all of these British musicians with makeup and mousse in their hair. Like, I would be drawing them in pen and ink and then I would put other things on my drawings that I was emulating from. There was a girl who was two years older than me who was into art and would do these kinds of things that would amaze me and so of course I would then go and do it too because that’s what teenagers do. And much of the kind of imagery at that point that I would be drawn to and I might sort of do something with are very similar to now. These things that I would cut out of magazines that I reproduce and put into my work. It (the work) was the most different when I was in graduate school; that figures.

R. Why?

P. Well, they make you think about everything when you are in graduate school. They make you edit out all the stuff that’s problematic and you don’t know how to work with. You’ve heard everything I have to say about the figure and figurative work. It’s big trouble. An this was before the revival of figurative painting that came in the 90s. This was when it was the worst thing to do. So I stopped depicting figures and I did anamorphic forms, I did really simple things, really reduced images that could be any number of things. Could be eggs, could be internal organs. I see a lot of people go through something similar. It reflected my other heroes. Antoni Tapies, Eva Hesse. And people lay off of you because you’re not messing around with such problematic stuff. And you feel better because you are doing something that seems to be stronger, more sophisticated, smarter. But then you get out of grad school and start having an aching suspicion, like tempted. I think people do really interesting things after graduate school when no one is looking. And that’s when I brought back the figure; a few years after.

R. Do you have a ritual that helps you prepare for the studio?

P. Well I do a lot of yoga. (Laughs) No, opposite of that. It changes. It used to be diners because in Chicago there used to be old greasy-spoon diners everywhere that I used to go to, I knew all of them, they were awesome. But there’s less of that here. Going somewhere and getting something cheap to eat and sitting there with my notebook is my pre studio ritual and I don’t tell anybody that. And I go places where I’m not going to run into anybody I know. But I’ll get some junk, some food that you guys would scoff at probably, and I’ll sit with a book or a magazine. In Chicago my idea of a good time was to get a boxing magazine and go to the diner; that’s what I did. That can be switched up with a different type of magazine or a book, and my notebook.

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Statement

For most of my life, I’ve dreamt of flying. I start inside of my house, slowly learning how to go from the ground, bounce around the house, and then find a way to go outside into the trees and the clouds. I have had a fascination with clouds for as long as I can remember. I combine my concepts of flying in my dreams and my fascination with clouds and bring them into my art. I can look at clouds for hours at a time, just thinking about how great it would be to fly through them, sleep on them, walk on them, or just touch them.

I paint mostly in oils and sometimes watercolor. I also create sculptures with mixed media, including wood and ceramics. I find it interesting to depict movement of the figure or subject with brush strokes, and to utilize color, to generate paintings with a fluid motion. When making a painting, each brush stroke is intentionally placed to allow a specific color to be present, and to show the movement of the figure or subject. When I’m working on a painting or sculpture, I reach a state of meditation, letting the work become a physical manifestation of an experiment in my mind.

Experiencing Stephanie Barber

On Thursday, February 12th, 2015, I sat in for an Artist talk by Stephanie Barber. Going in, I didn’t know anything about her work or what she’s done in the past. I walked in after they started so I missed the initial introduction of the artist. The first thing I saw was a short film she made with images of different animals being switched out with the sounds that they make. I didn’t understand what was going on but I watched and listened so that I can understand it through her eyes. It was interesting.

Stephanie is an artist that created her own philosophy on life through her experiences and interactions with people in everyday life. She mentioned that she has daily habits and rituals, which made me realize that creating daily habits helped her with progressing as an artist and really helped her to focus on where she wanted to take herself professionally. I saw her experimental films as a great way of getting her thought process out into the world to see how others respond to what she is putting out there. That made me think about how I see the world in comparison to her. The way we all see things through our own eyes makes the experience even more interesting because none of us have lived life through each others eyes. We have a different point of view.